AkingSarili

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Night-Day by AkingSarili, literature

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Night-Day

Night My eyes burn, salt stinging them ceaselessly. My throat aches, demons clawing angrily. My head spins, the inner tempest roaring loudly. My heart breaks, its shards cutting me deeply. Day I can't breathe through the wet blanket, yet I stay underneath its awkward embrace. For it is the only embrace that I can afford. There is no other that I can endure. Why should I feel so lowly that I can't even bear to raise my head to see the Sun? Because that is how it is, as it should be. I can live in no other existence than this. The Darkness is my ally, my only home. Solitude, my dearest of companions. Pain, my ever present torm

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That Which I Long For by AkingSarili, literature

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That Which I Long For

The warmth of your arms is washed away by the lingering cold that was left behind amidst the shadows that lie upon the ground, begging to invade that which is my soul and mind. Oh love, how I miss your sweet embrace! Do you think of me in the hours of the dark, or am I to be alone in the endless torture that nightly passes by to leave its mark? But ho! What's this? Can this really be true? Yes! I feel the warmth of my love once more, slowly etching away the darkness from my soul! Our endless joys echoing like a thunderous roar.

Kiss Me by AkingSarili, literature

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Kiss Me

I bit into the Sweet Fruit of Love and was taken aback from its taste. It was such an overwhelming sensation, spreading through me in great haste. It burned me wholly, like a wildfire embracing the mighty oak tree in the night. I savored this Sweet Fruit with a ravenous hunger, down to the last bite. My mind was reeling from the tingle upon my lips, and upon my tongue. Was I to be left so unsatisfied? Oh dear Sweet Fruit, come forth, be sprung! To wait for your sweet nectar is more than I can bear. I need only your honeyed essence, by this, to you, I swear. Give unto me the Sweet Fruit of Love that has left my soul to aching.

I Surrender by AkingSarili, literature

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I Surrender

My heart was torn asunder by wanton thoughts and waning desires. My soul was melted by the scald of the West's hungry fires. My body grew hot and irritated from ecstasy brought higher, like the cacophony of Midsummer's thunder rolling beneath the Lightning's erratic heat. And now I lie a molten mass, unable to cool and harden the Golden Heart that has become so coveted by the West. What's to be my Fate then, O Lord? If indeed this is all your doing. Shall I triumph or is this in vain? Shall I crumple beneath the pain? I faced towards the West, and Night cloaked me entirely. Leaving me with nothing but the Sweet Surren

As Time Passed by AkingSarili, literature

Awakening by AkingSarili, literature

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Awakening

Something is strange. A glow froths forth from my heart. What is it worth? It is dazzling, filled with a spark. It is tinkling, like the singing lark. It has never happened until I met you. It is too alien. What did you do? It is glorious but filled with pain. Is this nectar or is this bane? It is so warm even from your touch. It is like ecstasy. This is too much. It is LOVE... So sweet and light... Then you kissed my lips and all became bright.

Tears by AkingSarili, literature

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Tears

A cry. A very small one, far off in the distance. I deny its calling me, but failing is my resistance. The cry grows louder, like shadows crawling, to reach the light. It now turns to bawling. My mind is curious. But my heart is in fear. Resist the call! But now it is near. My feet disobey, and run to the cry. My husband lies over me, "Why did you die?" I scream to him, but they are so silent. My soul is taken by darkness, so sweet and violent. It fills my mouth, it fills my mind. I am consumed so completely, that no light can I find. My tears are hot upon my face, against the cold of this dark place.

One Truth by AkingSarili, literature

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One Truth

"I'll love you, my one and only, always." Open the lips that made empty promises and smell the sickly sweetness of each syllable. You were the one that spouted such careless words but I was the one to believe them like an imbecile. Open the eyes that were clouded by lusted delusions and bear the unpretentious reality before you. They held greater beauty, laid it at our feet, and we chose to turn a blind eye to what was true. Rip out your ill black heart like you did mine and eat it upon the stone cold floor of your soul. You made me believe that you loved me but your Life plan never saw me as a whole. So you got what you deserved

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May 26
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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Hello! I'm Jueliana! I love anime, romance, Disneyland, and Hawaiian Punch. I love my family and friends and I am a pretty decent person ( according to all the amazing people who love me). I wish to travel the world and marry for love. I hope to have a job that I aspire to, because Life would be so dull if I had a job that was so meaningless to me. In all honesty, I wish I could be a poet. But poets don't do very well in today's society. Anyways, my inner child is running off with Tim (my imagination) so I have to stop typing this now. Bye bye! ^^

Current Residence: Neverland
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Favourite genre of music: Everything except for rap and screamo
Favourite photographer: Robert Doisneau
Favourite style of art: Romantic
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MP3 player of choice: Don't really have one, but I own a MEIZU
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Favourite cartoon character: .....That's asking too much
Personal Quote: "I want everything that is bad for me"

Favourite Visual Artist

Pierre Auguste-Renoir

Favourite Movies

Do I have to pick?

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Josh Groban! ><

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!

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My brain!

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Reading, writing, singing, dreaming

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AkingSarili

Oct 21, 2012

Feelings Talk

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This is about that really depressing moment when your boyfriend tells you that he can only see you as nothing more than a "friend with benefits", when he's the one that told you that he wanted to be with you for a very long time and said he was in love with you. But then he takes back those words and tells you, "I love you, sometimes." But all you can do is laugh at your own pain and stupidity. Yeah...

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AkingSarili

Sep 21, 2012

FML... Just a little bit

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I'm getting kicked out of the place I'm currently living in and I don't really have anywhere else to go. -_- Asked some people and now I'm waiting for a reply. If they can't help I am officially screwed to the point where I will have to move in with my dad, in the middle of my school semester. Woo...

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May 12, 2012

I'm a Bad Kid (Did this out of boredom)

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Took from my friend xxMakinaAshadoxx [] smoked [] consumed alcohol [x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex [x] kissed someone of the same sex [] had sex [x] had someone in your room other than family [] watched porn [] bought porn [] tried drugs T O T A L:  4 (There's one more but I'm not going to say which one) [] taken painkillers (I don't think aspirin counts) [] taken someone else's prescription medicine [x] lied to your parents [x] lied to a friend [x] hurt someone [x] snuck out of the house [] done something illegal [x] felt hurt [x] wished someone to die (It was me) [] seen someone die T O T A L:  10